Not that you have to stay away, after all, but a nice distance would be good, and make sure you wash your hands. And I understand if you want to skip my ranting post …. which, I always have one when I feel like shit, ya know. But I truly understand if you want to walk on by.
I’ve had some sicky symptoms today (couldn’t stay out of the bathroom, thus couldn’t sleep.) I had to call in to work, because there was just no way that I was going to be able to do my whole shift on three hours of sleep and being sick. No way at all. I feel bad, because apparently something is going around, as they had three other call offs today. It’s been bad for call-offs lately, and I feel bad leaving them further short handed, but I seriously feel like a steamroller ran over me. I’m hoping it will leave fast and I’ll be able to go into work tomorrow night, but right now, I’m just taking it easy.
I’m going to try to find a new GP next week (General Practitioner.) The one I’ve had since I was about 12 … he’s a nutter, or at least getting that way more and more as the years go on. He’s nice enough, but I am starting to think he’s not up to his game anymore. I need to find someone to tell me what’s wrong with me. I get sick like this every three or four months. Now, I realize that I have IBS, but it’s bad but not a horrible case, compared to some out there.
But I’m exhausted all of the time. and that is the big issue for me. I might get 10 hours of sleep, be up for 6 hours, and then feel like I’m going to collapse from exhaustion and have to go back to bed. At first, I thought it was the IBS, but that doesn’t happen every day. Then I though …. depression? No – I’ve got a really great handle on that too, with the meds I’m on. And this isn’t anything new … I’ve felt like this for years. But they’ve tested my sugar, my blood, my thyroid, and other things in the past. It’s just very fustrating, and not fair. It’s not fair to me, to John, or to our relationship.
In good news … T\the wedding invitations are in!!! They just have to be assembled, addressed, and mailed. The lady at the printing place was kind enough to put one together for me so I could see it, and it’s simply beautiful. I’ll take some pictures on Sunday, when we put them together.
In knitting news, I haven’t done much of that in the last couple days, but I think I’m going to take some time tonight while laying in bed to work on my sweater. Tina’s test knit pattern is working really well, and I just turned the heel on Sock #1 the other night at work.
So, that’s what is going on with me. I’m going to step out for a smoke, now that the nausea has gone away. Boy, do I need it, and how!